oh my god~~ am i the only one going through right now? I'm no talking abt my studies. As for studies, i have my own way out. But this, i can't find a solution. I've been tortured since sat. And he told me, he wanna quit his job cos he needed a break and some soul-searching. Who dun needs that u tell me? Even me, myself, i'm dying to have it.
But did i quit?? NO. I DIDN'T. COS I'M NOT A QUITTER.
U as an adult told me u needed a break and stuffs like that.
I treat u wif respect and yet, again, this is what u give in return.
I'm very tired wif this already. So does she. Can i give up? i kept asking myself. No, i can't. Cos i know i'm the one that is thinking straight now. U are always thinking abt urself. Have u ever notice what words u used most often in ur conversation??
THE WORD "I".
What does it imply?
SELFISHNESS.
Ok~ maybe i'm the being selfish now cos i'm the rather demanding one. But, i dun demand much. What i want is u to stay and support this family wif pride. In return, i'll make u proud wif my studies. I dun wanna disappoint u. Yet, u disappoint me and made my tear flow like crazy.
and after this, u told me it's a joke.
A JOKE???!!!!
u think it's funny?? i dun find it ok??
wth...
If there's a day when u come to realize what u've said now is totally childish and irresponsible, i'll be happy and the old-self had out-grown u.
But, will that day ever come.........?
i seriously doubt so...
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i'm sorry i'm once again emo-ing. I know i shouldn't be doing this...
but...
but....
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